一万个不舍得，但我只能等待，一切平息。 心情平息之后的心情，才是最真实的 ......

There is a lot to talk about today. The strange lunch, the un-photographic. The occasionally eccentric me. However, at this hour, I don't wish to talk about that. I wish to talk about something less pleasant, the failures of me. It is not nice to talk about them directly here, professional confidentiality. However, I am beating myself on some somewhat unsuccessful ......