It's been a while since I last recorded my life and lots have been happening. Xiaoqi and I have been growing closer, to my relief. It wasn't easy of course, we each have our own protrusions that we must learn to either smooth out or accept. Fortunately, both of us know how to take one step back and see things from other perspectives (with her being much better at it than me). Watched ......

Hahahahahahaha! Now, I have found my way. Guess I'll have Him to thank yet again, trumping the probability of a billion to one. Continue like this and I'll start to hate You. To crush my hope again and again, only to pull it backup stronger with something random. It is painful you know. Anyway, with confidence, time to move forwa ......

I am currently speechless. Maybe I am angry at myself. Maybe I'm angry at life itself. I envy the intelligence of others. An intelligence that seems to be always there, unchanging. It is unlike mine, triggered by either clarity of thought or intensity of pressure. It is not intelligence that am envy of, it is its unchanging nature. Because deep down, an intelligence, a sensitivity ......

Sometimes, life forces to face certain questions. They are neither urgent nor needed. They are simply questions arisen and left unanswered. It is like having a bump on a record. A sour note amidst the sweetest of melodies. It is the black dot on a snow white page. It is like discovering the first negative thing of someone you so dearly love. It is almost always this severe ......

Shut up and look at the photos! The biggest off season branded market I've ever seen. Kids who wave and shout everytime they pass beneath a bridge. Giant art pieces at the side of the river. The Louvre Museum. GIANT painting. This is what it really looks like there. Favorite painting. Favorite painting 2. With another ......

Why did I name this "Oh Crap Europe"? You may wonder. Well, it's because of Paris. We heard many jokes and warnings about Paris. The most dangerous city in Europe as many have said. Stories of armed robberies that left people lying in hospital, a family getting robbed 3 times in 5 days. There were so many stories. Admittedly, they are frightening. Still, Paris seems like a ......