For something that's not a stool, these are pretty... stool!
This feeling sucks. So much stress but no time to complain. It is just so comforting that my girlfriend is with me through all these thick and thin.
Anyway, photos about some happy stuff that happened. Click to enlarge.
Anyway, photos about some happy stuff that happened. Click to enlarge.
A sudden thought. We are an extremely disgusting race. Those who are perfectly find device a standard of being "fine". Then they go around to all those who do not meet that standard and give encouragements. Give them that little bit of boost needed so they can persist in their lacking, for the entertainment of those who meet that standard. So that when those "higher" beings feel down, they can remind themselves that they are so much superior.
Isn't it cruel? When I person has lost all hope in life, when he believes that there is nothing more other than the end of the road waiting for him down at this long winding tunnel, someone comes along and comfort him. Knowing perfectly well that after this session of soothing, he'll be right back where he was. He might not be as hopeless as before but, suffering all the same. Won't it be a kindness to leave him be, to leave nature to its course. I wonder.
Why this, you may ask? Because I've seen so much pointless community outreaches. A one off, make them feel good event that do nothing but remind those who are doing it: HEY, I AM NOT IN THAT TIGHT A SPOT. To say it is a community outreach, I would rather call it a ourselves outreach. To reach out to ourselves. To feel good. Giving is merely a method.
Disgusting.
Isn't it cruel? When I person has lost all hope in life, when he believes that there is nothing more other than the end of the road waiting for him down at this long winding tunnel, someone comes along and comfort him. Knowing perfectly well that after this session of soothing, he'll be right back where he was. He might not be as hopeless as before but, suffering all the same. Won't it be a kindness to leave him be, to leave nature to its course. I wonder.
Why this, you may ask? Because I've seen so much pointless community outreaches. A one off, make them feel good event that do nothing but remind those who are doing it: HEY, I AM NOT IN THAT TIGHT A SPOT. To say it is a community outreach, I would rather call it a ourselves outreach. To reach out to ourselves. To feel good. Giving is merely a method.
Disgusting.
Recess week, a quarter of school is now over. It seemed so far when I lusted for it and now, it hit me like a brick wall travelling at 200km/h. Lots of work to catch up, both in and out of school. First thing first, some crazy pano. The picture itself comes at 6898x13039, arguably not the largest pano I've done. However, this time, it is done through a 100mm macro which means this is more or less one of the most number of shots I've ever combined: 20.
I think I should try something more exciting next time... Hm...
Here it is. Of course, this is a miniaturized version. Or else it'll take forever to load this 42.4MB photo through your abysmal bandwidth. Ha!
I think I should try something more exciting next time... Hm...
Here it is. Of course, this is a miniaturized version. Or else it'll take forever to load this 42.4MB photo through your abysmal bandwidth. Ha!
I am... A little depressed. Missing my girlfriend is only one of the many causes. While I try to hold on, things seem to be slowly but certainly spinning out of my hand. I am not terribly good at drawing and it is constantly bugging me. I am not in a position where I wish to be and that crushes my heart. I need to be better than what I am now, for her if not for me.
And suddenly, she told me. She doesn't need anything other than I and my heart.
With every prayer comes an answer, every outcry an embrace. And with that anchoring my heart. Go on.
Sometimes, even you like what you do, things stress you out. Spent a long time drawing outline of objects transitioning into one another. Then I took a break by doing some poster work. Now, I'm taking a break from the poster to sand some acrylic sheets. And to break the monotony, listen to some interesting sci-fi fiction.
Don't be mistaken, life as such is fulfilling. And it is definitely not monotonous. Even when I feel a little bored, I can always have a relaxing chat with my girlfriend. I am just tired. My brain's just been constantly running for some time. Popping out ideas may felt natural to me but they still drain energy. Even monotonous work requires concentration which can be draining.
Well, done complaining, time to continue the work.