Just had an enlightenment about what it means by "trusting in God". In other word, it means to let go what you can't control, a.k.a "pray and forget". As I recently happened to annoyed a friend by attempting to encourage her, I am more and more harassed by the fact that I am powerless. There are simply too many things in life that are beyond my calculation. In time like this, when things are beyond my realm, that means that the only thing I can rely on is His providence. Thus, I must pray about it and it is pointless to attempt to wrestle what is beyond me after praying. Pray, then forget. Trust in Him that Jehova Jireh (He will provide). Trust in Him that the message has reached Him and He will provide no matter the form of this providence.

Hahahaha! It is funny how things like this comes to me almost only when my belief is shaken.