Finally, Kok Hon has gotten a Facebook account (a more serious one to be precise). World destruction imminent! Two weeks! D: If you wonder why would the world be destroyed in two weeks. Well, he is the king of the panda race and he is millions of years old. The moment he creates an account in Facebook and becomes somewhat serious about it. The spacetime continuum breaks into a million pieces and goes BOOM!

And yes, I know that was pure crap. Don't need to remind me.

Anyway, Kodak just went bankrupt. Though I am not involved in film photography, I feel a little sad that a photography giant fell. However, many new companies are rising up to take its place. Makes me wonder what the world of photography be like 10 years down the road.

Well, nothing really very eventful happening right now. Looking forward to the coming weeks!

Hahahahahaha! I've been travelling a bit during these two days and in the morning, I went to Chinatown for a little street photography. Must admit street photography becomes a lot easier when there're a lot of people around you, especially tourists. It just make me who is holding a giant DSLR invisible. Snap, snap, snap!

Just out of MRT, straight into the crowd! Attempted on a left/right balance center parting. I think I'm successful.

A very very nice uncle! Wish him many blessings this year! Anyway, love how his red shirt stands out in this shot.

A man engrossed in his business. Wish him good business this Chinese New Year! I'm trying to strike a balance of left and right in this shot and the stretched out arm serves as a bridge in vision and connects the two.

Wish I captured part of her face which will balance the heavy left side (due to red color and text). Still like the bright color here though.

First I must apologize to this beautiful lady in the picture. I cut off her feet... But I cut at her lower leg and not at a joint so it's not so bad. Oh, and she has some pretty wild hairstyle on the other side of her head... Ahem, this shot is to show some beautiful repetition.

Another one that includes some repetition. Should have moved a little to the left to achieve some symmetry too though.

That was my morning. Evening was much more fantastic! Had the first (probably also the last) 捞鱼生of the year! I feel really thankful for everyone to come down on a Wednesday so I can be accommodated. All of you are God's grace to me. You are something that a weirdo like me doesn't deserve, not even one bit. Yet you walked into my life ignoring all my weaknesses and make them my strength. You also humble my strength, showing me places where I can improve myself. I always believe that you are one of God's greatest blessing & grace to me. You are the reason that I am still here and you are the reason that I am still who I am. I apologize to those who are not included in this picture. Don't be late next time, ok? And please believe me that no matter where you are, I will always love you and answer your call for me.

The untouched 鱼生! Love that orange from the carrot strips!

Spotlight on Ivan!

Xinlian ready to strike!

Aftermath.

Romans 6:14
For sin shall not have dominion over you: for you are not under the law, but under grace.

Today has been a truly eventful day. Or rather, past few days. First, I got a earphone + MP3 player combo at about S$270. While a little too pricy for my liking (I was thinking more on the line of spending about S$200 in total), I must admit that the sound quality is really good. In fact, playing anything with a bitrate lower than 200 makes me feel like I'm wasting this setup. Sansa Fuze v2 + TripleFi 10.

Also went to church leader's meeting today... without myself being a leader! Hahahahahaha! Anyway, I really like the praise & worship at leader's meeting. They sing with lots of energy & passion, as if they really want to carry out what they sing. Oh, talking about this leader's meeting, I must talk about something that I am including into my workplan of the year. "Help ShenYu in his O level." This is a task issued by William and the target is ShenYu. I have yet to work out the details but I am ready to go. It should go along quite well with my A level re-revision. Hahahaha!

And since I'm visinting Jurong West, I took a few shots of the old church building. I really love that titanium facade. It gives off a mix of blue and yellow, something that is not even supposed to be possible! And I'm losing touch with my wide angle techniques... The shots didn't really turn out very nice. Need practice & improvement! Click to enlarge!

Wanted to take the same shot with 1/3 ground & 2/3 sky but somehow that idea slipped my mind.

I still love light streak. Hahahahahahaha!

A lot of people don't like my church. I understand. However, I cannot agree. No matter what, I will give you a smile and tell you "it's ok".

Hahahahaha! I want to laugh out loud every time I remember that "five strong men" incident. Well, guess it's hard to forget something that funny. Anyway, went out for dinner today at Pepperoni Pizzeria near Bukit Timah. It's a fine pizza restaurant with lots of nice food. We ordered a giant pizza & two servings of pastas. The taste is good and everything came really quickly. I guess I am satisfied. One down side though is that the pizza is really thin so it's not really filling. We ended up ordering pasta to top everything off.

The REALLY large pizza with salmon & some egg related topping.

Just to get Mr. Leuar and Mr. Mok on screen.

I guess food can somtimes taste different. Not because they are different, but because the feeling is different.

Due to demand, I added a "......" after each post in summary page for easy indication. Quite amazed that I figured out how to do it really...

I'm also starting a project. Or rather, to continue one. My keychain project I call: My Kingdom. It was previously stopped because I don't know how to shoot my favorite keychain out of them all, a crude crystal. Finally, I have the equipment required to make the shot and I've just done it. I attempted minimalism and I hope it works out well. Anyway, I won't be posting these pictures on Facebook. Maybe I will once I complete it but not now. It will only exist here.

Crystal is a piece of crude crysal that has been with me ever since I came to Singapore. It was by my side on various important occasions of my life and holds many many memories. Every chip, every breakage is a record of my journey to what I am now.

I realized that this place has become more and more like a pure photo blog. As I can hardly recall (or feel very strongly) about events happened else where by the time I reach home, I don't really have much to post now.

Feeling strangely (but not strongly) depressed for sometime already and I still don't understand why. I guess I'm just seeing "life" again. Some around me are pretending. I understand so it's ok. Some around me are angry. I understand so it's ok. Some around me are mourning. I understand so it's ok. Some around me are lost. I understand so it's ok. Some around me are happy. Hm... Don't really understand that. Anyway, this is life. Boring, same old same old. Would be nice if I can bring my cam to camp and capture them but unfortunately it's not allowed.

My flash just arrived. It's exciting indeed. It is the most excellent flash bought at the price of nearly half of what the other flash in this category would cost. I love my homeland (wanted to say love my country but it suddenly strikes me that I'm no longer a Chinese)! Reading it's menu and learning it's usage right now. I'll expand my creative capacities by leaps and bounds. But I must remember. Never fall into the old trap. Never expect anything from life. Anything that is good to me is a blessing of Him, anything bad is to be expected. Anything expected is just ok.

Yep. David won the weirdest guy award on this shoot. He got chased around for a few hundred meters by this security guard and I had to distract the security guard for him to escape. Awesome!

Anyway, didn't really get much shots today. My reason for photography is to make others happy so I won't shoot if I know it will upset that person. Not very good for street photography.


Remind me of when I just came to Singapore... Felt just as excited as them.

For a moment, I felt like I'm in some dystopian world and every city is ruled by security companies.

A place with lots and lots and lots of color. I like it!

Mr. Funnybeard!

Some water tobacco thingy. Looks nice when placed in a group.

Feeling slightly down today. Maybe I was thinking about the relationship between love and conflict, a supposed romantic subject turning into an all-out warfare between the genders. Maybe I miss the company of friends. Maybe I haven't taken any picture for a very long time.

Or maybe it is the last few picture I took this Saturday that is making me sad. Anyway, uploading them now. Same rule, click to enlarge.

I don't really like how the skin color turned out in this one. However, I love the idea though I have no idea what the idea is...

All these pictures make me a little sad. Not much, just a little. All these symbol of wealth and prosperity, ideas that people look up and worship to once long ago have reduced to nothing but gimmicks that no one cares about. Sometimes, this frightens me. One day, maybe things I care very much will become of no importance, gimmicks. Guess I'm afraid of way too many things...

Nothing much to say about these photos to be honest. I don't really like them because they all sadden me but they do have some appeal over me. I said so confidently to someone that "2012 will be a great year! Look forward to it!". Yet even I feel that 2012 will bring me a lot of sadness sometimes.

I guess these kind of posts will become more common as I go deeper into portrait & street photography. I am too easily influenced.

There's no point in being denial, so I'll go straight to the topic.

There is a girl I'm attracted to, yes. However, I am not completely clear about even my own feelings. I am doubting myself and my own feelings. I wouldn't consider this unexpected, knowing how I look at myself and things around me. Therefore, I will give myself some time and pray for a direction. Before army ends, I will train myself as a person, a photographer and a success. If what I pray for come true, I will confess. If not, then it's ok. This only serve as a record and a plan to myself. Be it a success or a failure, I will accept His plan.

And this is a new category, photographic inspiration. This is to keep track of interesting images/ideas online so I can improve my skill and creative capacity. Do expect me to copy from some of them so I can learn from them. Hahahahaha!

Inspiration of today: 
Taking picture from a snow globe. Actually, it's not about snow globes but any transparent circular object in nature. Including photographs of dew with inverse background in it and world map turning into globe in a droplet of water from a splash.

Hm... How should I use this?

I failed my driving test~! In fact, I only obtained 2 points through out the entire journey. But managed to obtain 12 points+ immediate failure in the last 1 min of the whole test.

It was an awesome mistake! A L plate car that was turning left suddenly decided to go straight which resulted in me having to stop in the middle of the road. Near accident + fail to watch out for traffic + force other road users to take evasive actions. My instructor went "FUUUUU!!!!" (Yes, that's what he said. Because he just kept his laptop thinking I can never fail. Muahahahahaha!)

Off the record, I am actually quite depressed now and it would be nice if someone can comfort me a little. Heh... So close...

More pool action. Finding it hard to concentrate on the game when all that's in my mind are cameras and pictures. More people, more objects, more color, more lines (diagonal lines to be specific). WOOHOO!

Getting slightly better at people shots, at least from my point of view. Desperately need a flash gun to fill, illuminate and make an impression!

Not sure who took this. Either Shao Hong or David or Meng Siew. Not my style but I love its balance and color made up, orange + blue.

This is by Meng Siew, starring David acting cute. Since David won't stay still for me and Shao Hong, this is the only shot of him. Ahem... CUUUUUUUUUUUTE!
(Please watch till the end for MAXIMUM effect.)

Another one by Meng Siew... I think. A shot that demostrate the beauty and wonder of a Canon. Nikkon is only suitable as a target!

Finally, mine. I think... Since Meng Siew used my camera just as must as I did, it's hard to identify the taker. However, I don't recall him taking picture of Shao Hong. Anyway, I like the background of this shot. However, it compete with the foreground for attention. Improvement needed.

Clarity needs a little work here, hand shook. However, I like the composition and that diagonal line.

Diagonal line, diagonal line, diagonal line.

Trying to capture a jump shot. ALMOST there... I still think it's an awesome shot though. Would have captured it if I were to have a 7D.

Price of the day! Rule of third, diagonal line and decent lighting. Vision flows from subject's face to the white ball or other wise, doesn't really matter. I like it!

Me in Meng Siew's eyes. Amazed by how straight I were.

Wild Honey, a all day breakfast restaurant. Felt like it's overpriced at first but the food is good, the ambient is nice and I feel rather satisfied after the meal. All in all, 18 bucks well spent. Awesome!

My "Sweet Morning". Toast filled with grilled mango, sweet cream, berry jam and maple syrup. Enough sugar to give you a real boost in the morning (and probably a real boost towards diabetes too).

After I load everything onto the toast. A tasty mess!

Maybe I should start a food section in my blog too?

Hm...

Done.

It's been a while since I last write a post. I realized that I had just began another season of self-doubt and self-questioning. As I tend to sound overly emo during this period, I thought it would be best not to expose those crap online. Though lacking viewership, this is an open blog. Gone are the days I can throwing whatever crap I wish to on blogs...

Anyway, in this new year, I think I should restart a photography project of mine. A photo album of my key chains. As I've already gotten my 100mm Macro and a flash soon, I think the time is right. I've decided to call this album "My Little Kingdom" and it will probably be updated weekly. Wish me luck.

Been talking to a few colleagues about love. Sometimes, I feel a little sad that love has been reduced from a feeling to a skill. However, I can't deny that with appropriate skill, one will probably be much more successful in the field of love. 知己知彼,百战百胜。But won't it be nice if there's no skill and just feelings? No need to consider anything else, be together just for love. I sound almost like a little girl who read too many love novels.