2013-03-13, a day to be remembered.

I wrote and rewrote this yet I still find it inadequate to describe what I'm feeling now. Excitement, anxiety, everything at once. I went forward and asked, and she said yes, well, sort of. ;)

Of course, I am overjoyed. Though at the same time, I feel a solemn sense of duty. She has decided to give her best time to me and I do not wish to disappoint. I have stepped out only the first step on the longest journey that I will ever be embarking on, one greatest project. This project requires constant tending and love. It will change me, but I will not become something else. It will change her, but she will always be the one I love. I believe that together, we will end up happy. It may not be a happiness that we can all see right now, but it will be something that we can look back and smile about.

Haven't you hear, my wishes always become true, even thought it often comes in a form I don't expect.

Now the big talks are over, let's get down to day one. Natalie, I will make you happy.