The past few weeks have been a roller coaster ride, rather literally so too. Hm... Roller coaster is one of those things I have little opinions about. You see, I don't really feel adrenaline so the excitement factor was definitely not there. But it is interesting. You feel genuinely "threatened". I can tell that my fight or flight response was ready to go and that alone is unique. But the moment you touch solid ground, the gap between the reality that you are safe hits you and that sense of heightened response fades. However, I have yet to try the more exciting Battlestar Galactica. Looking at the roller coaster itself, I was honestly a little frightened. The turns and twists look like they'll probably cause me to regurgitate whatever I had before that... Must take note.

After that was an emotional roller coaster ride. A number of factors played a part. Fear and uncertainty over university life. Continued lack of a common ground on certain issues with parents. Self-loathing. The list goes on. All that and the occasional happiness from things all around me placed a rather sizable strain on my mind. I was simply not sure what I could do.

Alas, things didn't get better. I simply learned to cope. God has been kind to me. So are my parents and my 笑儿. They are my unicorns, sunshine and bunnies. There are still a great many things to worry about, and I am definitely not prepared for them. But at least, I know I'll pull through.

Time to sleep!