I must admit that I need someone to be with me. My parents have both left Singapore and I can hardly keep up with this sense of loneliness. I am not emotional because of it but I do wish to have someone to talk to very badly. I think I'm vain. I want to talk to people, show my ability and impress them. I think it's just part of me. Not always good but it is impossible to hold it back all the time.

Anyway, attended church for the first time in the last half a month and I refreshed the reason for me to believe in Him. He has been faithful to all His promises thus far and has really blessed my life with things I couldn't have imagine.

Back to work.