Stress level over 9000... But I will manage. In fact, I can still spare some time for other stuff now (like writing this entry or help tuition someone or help in someone's project or even play a game). It is these other stuff that are helping me to hold on right now, to give me the little joy that helps me moving forward. Hahahahaha!

Anyway, going to CGC training later... Not sure what to expect. To be honest, I wish it is not some sort of leadership training thingy. I wish not to be a leader but just a doer. If it comes to my attention that my leadership is necessary, I will lead. But most of the time, I prefer find someone who is more capable and just act in the dark. It is much easier to function without the branding of a leader on top of your head.

Anyway, I will bring a heart of expectancy and see for myself what it's like. Take what's useful to me and toss the rest. Heh...

Stressed... Really stressed... For once in my life I somewhat wish to lay dead rather than being this busy. But hey, lots to do, no time to be stressed out just yet. But if you are reading this, can you just help me to pray a little? Send up a prayer that helps me to hold on.