All of the sudden, I felt how scared I am to lose everything I have now. Talking to Julia (oh, welcome back!), I saw how reluctant I am to go to UK, a totally strange environment, to totally let go of everything and everyone around me.

Am I growing old?! Or maybe I am just spoiled because I find nice people wherever I go.

I like being alone. Yes, I do. But at the same time, I can't imagine myself having no one to talk to. I can't imagine all my friends now one day look  at me like strangers (which is what happened all those years ago)... Haha... Maybe this will stop me from achieving my grandest dreams, but I think it's worth it. I would rather leading a life without great achievements than leading one without friends.