I have a new category today which is called "Plan". It works somewhat like a long term sticky note to work in collaboration with my desktop's sticky notes. That one for short term, specific goals while this one for long term goals.
This Plan is set with the goal of entering top UK architecture school in mind. Primary aim is to enter top UK architecture school while secondary aim is to enter top Australia architecture school.
- Complete translation of ET&D before 2012 Feb.
- Participate in as at least 1 photography competition per month. Preferably two. Would be best if I can win one or two of them.
- Complete an architectural plan for the bridge competition undertaken during secondary school and at the same time learn about drawining architectural plans. This is to be done before Dec 2011.
- Keep on hoping, dreaming, learning. Without hope, I am nothing. Without dream, I will be nothing. Without learning, I were nothing.
Phew, now that's done. I came to realize something about myself. I am better than others in certain areas. While staying in those areas, I can learn faster, master something quicker and etc. However, out of those areas, I am just an idiot who is frustrating to teach and learns at snail's pace. And recently, I'm out of my area... What's worse is, I'll continue to be so for another one and half years without a choice.
I dislike others saving my ass or covering my back. It makes me feel endangered. I will ask myself: What if he won't do it again? I will just die.
Don't be mistaken, I am thankful. However, the thought of me being weak is quite unbearable. I will master this job and excel!