Can't sleep... Been talking to Julia and watching some videos recently. And there's the problem with my grandfather. Well, money. I admit that I am not living in a family that lacks it. We are not terribly rich but there isn't anything I want as of now that I cannot afford (well, as long as I don't want anything that's too luxurious). But still, money is a problem. It's not because it's not there or it is there. It's just... It being what it is. People feel that it worth something and they are entitled to a portion of it. They have all the right reasons of course. "Supposed to be mine" usually comes up. There's "the other party is too greedy too". I mean, the amount is not even that large, yet people can just throw away their relationship for it. I don't understand.

Recently, I saw this picture of a diamond ring. Darice is engaged! And I am happy for her. But it made me start thinking about when can I save up for one, when can I offer a girl one. Ok, now I'm 22. Assume I get my masters in 5 years. that's 27-28. Then I get 5k salary. Assuming I spend 2k, save 1k and save the rest, I can save 1.3k after CPF. That's almost a year for a 15k ring. Which translates to engagement at 29 assuming no other major spending.

Hahahaha! Talking about the effect of NS on birthrate. This one right there. I would imagine about 5% of guys gives up the idea of marriage thinking about this (however, they may change their mind due to other events). And after that a house, a car... Getting the big picture yet? You hit 40+ right about then. And don't forget the kids.

Won't be an easy life but I know, everything will turn out right. It is hard to explain but I know it will. Not because of all the Christian theories but I just know. It will be alright.