Morning I went out with Meng Siew to check out some earphones and we ended up playing pool. I have really de-proved a lot compared to a year ago and my aim was horrible. Well, I guess I should train my pool skill once in a while from now onward too. And foosball... And drawing... And many more.

Anyway, that's not important. Something else happened today. Something that I've not done for a long time. Though I can still feel the negativity, I understood something from it. I believe that person understood something too. And because that, I am set free. Maybe not fully. Maybe I am still affiliated. But I am sure, I am more free than before. Programming is absolute and what I am doing now is working against a previous program. Imagine a robot trying to unprogram himself. That's what I'm doing now for the good of all.

Care for those whom I care and those who cared about me.
Realize my dream of being an architect and let it do something good to all.
And finally, Lord... Show me where I belong and lead me there... Because after this long, I am still so very lost... That, is my third wish.

Oh, and I think I know who is reading my blog... Heh... Stupid me...

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